21.3.2020, Mistress Diary

Mistress und der Frühlingsbeginn

Mistress hat es schon lange mit Orten. Mit Städten und Flüssen. Neben Menschen und geliebten Körpern vermisst Mistress heute Wald. Die letzten drei Wochen waren eine unsichtbare Reise. Sie merkt erst nach jedem Schritt, dass er passiert ist.

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15.3.2020, Mistress Diary

Mistress hat Gefühle

Heute hat Mistress viele Gefühle und weiß nicht wohin damit. Rausgehen, das erste Eis des Jahres holen und in die Sonne schauen ist ein guter Plan. Wenn ab morgen die Eisläden zu sind, ist mit kalten Fingern Eis essen ein ausgezeichneter Plan.

13.3.2020, Mistress Diary

Mistress sammelt Kraft

Während draußen im großen Maßstab sozialer Rückzug modern wird, ist Mistress zuhause am Kräfte sammeln. Am passende, beklemmende Bücher fertiglesen. Sie stellt sich ein auf eine Welt, die seltsam bleibt. Sie sorgt sich um die Nähe.

Zamhalten, loves.

3.8.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress ist wach (Bussi vom Land!)


Mittagsschlaf ist auch nicht mehr das, was es mal war.

1.8.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress and the present tense (summer charm)


Mistress hasn’t been in the office that much recently. It’s summer. Adventures and working inbetween. Pushing the sleeping time. Today she wants to go swimming. The city is gleaming from the heat.

20.6.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress prokrastiniert


Mistress prokrastiniert eine Stunde für einen Telefonanruf.

22.5.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress feels ungrateful


More than being told that she is great and beautiful, Mistress wants to be seen the way she is. (It is flattering though and lovely to hear.)

16.5.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress loves the warmer days


Mistress leaves the house without a coat this morning for the first time this year.

11.5.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress at home


When Mistress spends her evening home, it often looks like this.

2.5.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress kinda likes herself


Favourite clothes and getting things forward and baking a cake and drawing.

25.4.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress and a slipping morning


Mistress was good until breakfast. Then everything took too long and her eyeliner smudged the wrong way and when she finally, finally would be ready to leave she noticed she forgot her macbook charger at university yesterday. In another city.

And a big job to solve today. And her birthday coming up. And that itchy feeling in her throat that might means getting a cold (or not). And the lines she wants to draw don’t come out clearly, either.

23.3.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress got stinky shoes


Also, in Warsaw Mistress stepped into dog poop twice.

2.2.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress is going to miss a girl


Some days, you need songs like blankets to wrap yourself in. One of Mistress’ friends moves to what feels like the farthest place there is and they won’t see each other before she leaves.

1.2.2017, Mistress Diary

The magic and sadness of doing things alone


Mistress has always preferred doing things alone than not at all. She has been going to concerts on her own forever. Yesterday a friend left her wondering, saying this sounded sad. Sometimes it is. Sometimes it isn’t. There is magic and sadness in doing things alone.

31.1.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress was working from home


Mistress knows that it’s not true, still – the 3+ years she has been working from home feel like hiding now.

6.1.2017, Mistress Diary

Mistress has reading goals


One of the things on Mistress’ list this year is to re-read all Harry Potter books. Finished n°1 today and cried a little.

17.2.2016, Mistress Diary

A happy and a clouded heart


Mistress hasn’t been drawing for ages. She moved. The new home makes a happy heart. Her grandma died and it got clouded again. Now she tries to get back to a pattern.

15.11.2015, Mistress Diary

Mistress is European / Sunday Diary


Mistress wants to go to a market in the afternoon but needs to get some illustration work done before. The rain outside sets the mood to a calm november sunday. Mistress’ mind is overshadowed by what happened in Paris friday night – and what happens in Europe, like, building (kind of) fences and closing borders. This scares her.

PS: Wondering if the train connection to Munich is still down? Just another thing that happened and that disconnects neighbouring countries. Allies. A Union.

21.10.2015, Mistress Diary

How to dress: summer vs. autumn


During summer, Mistress loves wearing the same dresses over and over. Right now, it sucks wearing the same sweaters all the time for not freezing.

20.10.2015, Mistress Diary

Mistress feels stupid


Mistress easily shows her home on the internet: On her blog. The ikea magazine. Recently even the TV was in for a visit. But she worries about taking someone home. Makes her feel a) lonely and b) totally stupid.

1.10.2015, Mistress Diary

Mistress makes priorities / A plan for autumn


Keeping some precious time off to live and wonder and not being overwhelmed.

30.9.2015, Mistress Diary

Mistress is back to things


Right now, work is more about meetings and decisions than doing the work. After a few days at home, Mistress is back to her regular Wing Chun training. The kindest people and so much motivation ♥

Again, looking for a routine for the weeks to come.

29.9.2015, Mistress Diary

When Mistress does not sleep at night


These days, when Mistress can’t fall asleep, she wishes that something real would happen. (Can someone please take away my phone and hold me tightly till I sleep?)

You can listen to Lost Name’s «Forward», too. It’s been on my mind all day. —via Melodica Festival Vienna
There’s one step left / then I will break / just one step forward / just one mistake

9.5.2015, Mistress Diary

mistress and a small bicycle makeover


Saturday morning: Mistress is listening to the Shirley Bassey record she got from her dad and gives her everyday bike a little makeover.

30.1.2015, Mistress Diary

mistress on this friday morning


Mistress needs something to make her look and feel strong and beautiful.

1.1.2015, Mistress Diary

Mistress goes for a walk


It is night again. Mistress goes for a walk, fighting the headache left from new years eve. She spent it with kind, lovely & cool people in Vienna.

4.12.2014, Mistress Diary

Mistress takes the train


The sun came out, for the first time in days. Mistress is on her way to Linz, but wants to stay on that train and keep traveling.